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heh. I bet you were wondering why I chose the name "holloweyed". basically, it's an anime character I've created, whose name is Noroi-Inu. the whole term I call her is hollow-eyed halfbreed. there is a BIG long reason behind this, but...I don't have the room or time to tell the whole story.

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this layout features two promotional images from the new movie "the chronicles of narnia", featuring Aslan, Peter, Susan, and Edmund. the title is actually the title of a song on the (actual) soundtrack. this layout was made by my sister aja as part of a narnia set, divided between she, myself, and our friend nen-nen.

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Helplessness...is a really funny looking word. seriously, look at it! Oo;;;

have you ever just had one of those days where everything was going perfectly and then...it all just...died?

yeah...well. meet my day.

school was easy. we decorated the community room for the party tomorrow, we watched a movie in english, and all the other classes were easy.

and then I got home. nothing was wrong for awhile.

I read the new chapter of Naru. and freaked out horribly. xD and fell in love with Sai. I LOVE YOU SAI!

until aj told me the news about anime boston.

we're going for 1 day, and not cosplaying. I've been waiting the entire year for anime boston. I saved all my money, got the pieces for my costume, planned arounf the weekend we were gonna go, got into huge fights with my parents over it, and looked forward to it everyday since we decided we were going.

and to make it worse, this was decided without me being included in the conversation.

I ended up sobbing. --;;;;;;

and after awhile, I got over that.

but then the next thing happened.

and I really can't say what it is. it's not my place to say.

but it made me feel so utterly helpless.

and not being able to help someone is basically my biggest fear. (which really sucks. I seriously care too much) I ended up sobbing. again.

so...

here I am...

listening to LP, trying to get rid of all my stress. and avoiding doing my english 'cause that's definately not gonna cheer me up.

caring sucks. --;;;;;;;;;;;

written at 9:32 p.m. on 2006-05-04